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Monday, 24 March 2008

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    Hate That I Love You
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    Maundy Thursday...

    ...and my Birthday...

    Yes! It is my Birthday! For the past years, I celebrated my birthday if not finals week, we don't have any classes. This year is different! This year it's Maundy Thursday! People enjoying their holiday. People celebrating, not my birthday but celebrating Holy Week. At first I thought I wouldn't enjoy my day, but it turned out great! I celebrated with my good friend, we went to Liliw and I bought two pairs of sandals After that, going back home to Los Baños, I asked my friend if we could go to Sta. Cruz I would like to visit my High School friends. We went thru Magdalena then Pagsanjan then Sta. Cruz. I saw my friend KC Crisostomo and we were supposed to meet with our other friends but it was just late afternoon and I have to be back home before dark. So we said our goodbyes and back on the road again. It was fun reminiscing my high school days as we go along Sta. Cruz. Seeing some of my friends (still inside the car). Seeing those places we used to hang out. Nothing much has changed, well actually, just the fact that we're(HS friends) scattered all over the world. Some are living abroad already, some went back to their real provinces here in the Philippines.


    Anyway, going back to my birthday, when we arrived at eLBi we went straight to Ristretto to fetch my good friends, Conan and Ching. They went to our house we ate and they celebrated with me. My aunt was there too with her 2kids. Ate Weni, our yaya, cooked a lot! Yum Yum So many food!!! Yey!

    It was great celebrating with them! I enjoyed actually! Simple but elegant!
    Some of my pictures last year...

Monday, 25 February 2008

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    Continuum
    By John Mayer
    Waiting on the World to Change
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    What a night...

    Actually, for some they would say day, but for me yeah, it's night. It's  been months since I lasted wrote in here. It's been so long since I wrote an entry that tells who I am right now or what. Anyway, the reason I wrote this is because of all the things that has happened to me summarized into maybe 1 or 2 paragraphs...

        Yes, One or two paragraphs. I've been so bummed out because of certain things that are annoying me. I've been waiting for a long time for someone to invite me in these so-called "events". Someone to recognize me not because of my age, someone to make me feel I'm okay to be with them. Yeap, I found people like that. I found people who showed me that I am not too young to be with them and I thank them. But why do some people make you feel like you don't belong. Like there is this big gap that is dividing you two and that you don't have the right to be part of their so-called "friends"... It's just so frustrating you being "Hey! Thank you for being my friend", but somehow they find ways to make you feel otherwise.

        Last night, I was talking with my 'friend' and we had this very same discussion. He made me realize stuff on my own. I asked him questions but he answered me by asking me too (yeap, he did it's a good thing i was not confused). After we said our goodbyes, he said he's going to sleep already, I was still thinking about it. Thinking about what should I do, what should I say. Is it right to be bummed out or feel left out? Is it right to stop with this and move on? What am I supposed to do?........ So the night passed by, I woke up, finding out that it's just 5 in the morning. I tried to sleep but I can't, so I did my homework and all but still I can't sleep after 30minutes of doing it. And I saw the Bible, opened it and read Psalm 62. "My soul finds rest in You..." And as the passage goes on, It made me realize... The enemy deceived me to feel ashamed of myself, the enemy is accusing me I'm no good, the enemy is tempting me to feel guilt and jealousy towards others. God has made me realize I'm good! I'm always good, and I should not dwell on those thoughts. He has already given me great friends that I can rely on, He has given me someone I can turn to, He has put me in this situation not to bring me down but to make me learn that I'm growing. Growing and learning to be more mature in this situations.

Friday, 26 October 2007

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    Little Voice
    By Sara Bareilles
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    After a very long...

    After sometime... I realized... What am i doing here? Why am i keeping this? Is this for popularity? Is this for being part of the trend? Or simply i just love to write my thoughts?

    Well... I missed writing here, for starters. It's been like 4 months or so, because I had nothing to write before. Or I just didn't want to. Why? because I write here then no one reads it. So, I ask myself, is my writing worth reading? Why don't they take a peek and read mine?

    Hmmmmm... Drama Queen, am I right now? I just wanted everyone to know that it's fine with me I write this not to tell you to read and comment on my entries, I just love writing what I feel. Maybe I sometimes commit wrong grammars, wrong spelling, wrong titles, or even wrongs words to use but it won't stop me writing what I want to say. I'm thankful for those people who kept on telling me to write, for those people who help me correct some minor problems. Everything makes sense to me right now. I'm just happy to say that I love to share to you my thoughts, my moments, my experiences everyday.

    Ain't it exciting to know people care?

Saturday, 06 October 2007

  • Funny...

    I don't think this is a song... Well, actually, a poem for me right now... (on-the-spot, oct04'07)

        Funny it seems to bump on the road with you...
        Never thought we'll have the same interests...
        Never thought I'd find you the sweetest...
        Never thought you'd make me this glad...

        So happy that I finally met the real you…
        So glad I saw what you really mean to me...
        So excited to feel what I have never felt before…
        So wide awake waiting what’s more to see…

        Is this for real? Or am I just dreaming about you?
        I hope not, ‘coz I think this is what I want to feel,
        I’m so happy that you’re here with me,
        I’m so happy you’re here to love me…

     

    this is for ching por yu!

Friday, 28 September 2007

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    Bad Day
    By Daniel Powter
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    Define Kapaguran!


                Sobrang nakakapagod ang araw na to! Grabeh talaga. Umpisa ng araw ko pa lang puro trabaho na kaagad ang aking iniisip. Sumabay pa ang strike ng mga jeep. Kaya naman aking nilakad mula dito samin na nssa dulo ng forestry pababa sa Lower Campus papunta nga pala ako ng Mathbldg, which is in front pa of St. Therese. Oh dibah bongga? Ang layo! Anyway, pagdating ko sa Mathbldg kinausap ko na ang aking Professor at mamalayang ako nga pala ang leader sa grupo namin. Math18 nga pala yung subject na yun. So ayun na nga, ako'y kinausap ng Prof ko at sinabi ang mga kailangan kong gawin para sa aming reporting sa Ika-4 ng Oktubre. Umabot ng mga 20minutes ang aming paguusap at pagkatapos nun nagpunta naman ako sa susunod kong groupmeeting para naman sa Nasc5. Inabot naman ako don ng 1 oras para lang magawa ang aming Gameboard. Ng dumating ang alas-dose ng tanghalian ako naman ay nagpunta sa aking OG meeting sa Carabao Park. Nagintay ng 1 oras uli para sa aking mga OG members. Ng makalipas ang isang oras, isa lamang ang dumating. Malungkot ako siyempre, pero wala kaming nagawa dalawa kundi ang manalangin na lamang. Ng kami'y maghiwalay, nagpunta ako sa PnB para magwithdraw ngunit hindi ko makuha ang aking pera. Parati Transaction Cancelled. Kaya naisipan ko na lamang umuwi at sa aking dismaya, wala na namang jeep, kaya ako'y naglakad pataas. Pagdating ko ng bahay, wala pa pa lang lutong ulam kaya ako'y nagluto pa at nagayos ng lamesa. naghugas ng pinggan at kinuha ang mga kagamitang panluto. Ng ako'y nagluluto na, aking aaminin hindi ako magaling oo hanggang prito lang ang kaya ko, at yun nga natatalamsikan pa ko ng mainit na langis. Sobrang kapaguran nga ito... Pagkatapos kong magluto ako'y kumain na at nanahimik ng mga 15minutes. Ngunit kailangan ko na naman bumaba dahil nga sa isa ko pang meeting. At ako'y hinahanap uli nga king mga groupmates sa Nasc5 dahil hinid nila alam ang kanilang gagawin. As usual, wala pa ring jeep kaya ako'y naglakad na naman pababa... OO! Naglakad ako pababa! Pagdating ko sa baba. Takbo sa Student's Dorm upang kunin ang gameboard dahil pauwi na ang aking mga groupmates. At ako nama'y dito lang nakatira sa yUPi eLBi kaya ako ang maguuwi at magtatapos na... Dala ang gameboard na napagkalaki at ang at mga materials na kailangan para magawa ito nagpunta naman ako upang tagpuin ang aking mga groupmates sa Math18 para sabihin ang instructions tungkol sa aming reporting. Pagtapos ng 10minutes na pag-explain ng gagawin sa kanila, naglakad ako sa Physci... AT! Eto na naman... Wala na naman jeep... Kaya kinailangan ko na namang maglakad pataas upang ibaba ang aking mga gamit na dala sa bahay. Naglakad ako papunta sa aming bahay... Kapaguran?!?!? Ano nga ba?!?! Haaaaayyyy Kaya ngayon eto ako... nagsusulat dito... Para malaman niyo kung ano nga ba ang definition para sa akin ng salitang KAPAGURAN! Salamat sa pagbasa...

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